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Friday, February 09, 2007

my my..here i m again.=)

exercise voyager juz ended n it was a rather gd experience for me lar...shldnt talk much bout this here..cos later get caught n decomissioned..heh..n not everyone is interested...

everyone shld go read sams blog lar..tink its quite interesting..well..was quite thought provoking lar...=)..ur surroundings do change how u look at tings.how u grow up..they can even change ur taste..but ultimately its not solely the surroundings that change u..u change urself lar..u r e one hu gave the green light for urself to b changed..u urself pretty much control ur everyting (sounds a bit idiotic=)..

like for example e one you love breaks ur heart..you can choose to be sad or juz move on..its true that wadever memories you have (surroundings) can make you sad..but ultimately you still have to move on..these memories dont change..but u do..how u look at tings r different now n its this time when u look at tings in a diff light that change how u feel..happy or sad is determined by u ultimately n ur surroundings only makes the choice diff..=)

another pt is about spending time together..well..i dont really agree that hanging out together more means that u will adapt better to each other n finally get together..can means can..cannot means cannot..cannot force cannot to become can..in other words..some tings r juz meant to b...its like no matter how hard u try..sum relationships juz cannot work out..if u put 2 ppl hu hate each other to e core together..they will juz continue to love hating each other..no way will they try to accomodate n love each other..

e reason y ppl r willing to 'try tings out' is because they feel that their relationship is sth that may seem possible..n love contains more than juz liking..eventually they haf to learn to tolerate each other..be there for each other..look out for each other..so by taking the first step to hang out more frequently w each other n finding out more about each other means that both r interested in making this possible if it ever becomes possible..it doesnt mean that

A likes B and B likes A + Spend hell lot of time together = Happily ever after

its more like

A likes B and B likes A + hell lot of more tings = Happily ever after

love is juz so complicated..=)

many tings i dun understand..
y r ppl so secretive bout it?is it really that shameful to haf a gf/bf?shy?
y do so many promises break?i know humans r liars..but then a bit overboard lar..=)
y make promises that ppl cannot hold?
love is blind..but y is it so blind that ppl muz fall into the holes so many times?
y is it that nice ppl ppl dun like not nice ppl ppl like?

haha...well...if ppl r wondering y i m asking all this..cos i really v curious..n e ppl around me all kenna this kinda tings lar...=)

i haf gotten over my part n found my answers..even though i still tink there r no answers to everyting..=)..its juz human..

noting happened to me..but on a side note: parents r gd..b nice to them..=)

we always take our parents for granted..mayb only me..but many times they try to b nice n ask where haf u been..haf u eaten..r u hungry..but we tend to ignore them or even say they r naggy or juz give a v 'i m not interested' ans..we always treat our frens, b it bf or gf or good frens, better than we treat our parents..y?=)..now that we r a lil more independent our parents wun b there to nag at us..is that really gd?or is it better for sumone hu is more elderly to b there to guide us along n for us to fall back on?wad if our parents r suddenly taken away fr us?wads gonna happen to U n ME..will u b lost?will u b sad?or will u act normal n carry on living e way u r living..how bout ur allowance?n sch fees?n ur parents cannot b there to pester you to do spring cleaning..u haf to pester ur siblings to do so..

piece of advice to me n everyone else: dun live to regret. =)

chin talking cock @ 7:50 PM

hmm...im back! but this time, i just wana talk about a really really good friend of mine called KAREN LIM MEI XIAN. she'll be leaving for australia on the second day of cny, so this post is dedicated to her:))))hope she gets to read it.

Anyhow, let me acquaint you guys to kren, my seat pal in mg..she's the bestest friend anyone can ask for..though she's always busy coz she's just too popular with all her friends. oh but i was really lucky coz i got to sit next to her for like one sem in sec 3..i think..or is it sec 4..haha i dont remember..both of us derived joy from insulting each other constantly and vandalising each other's textbooks with retarded comments like 'flower power' and drawing flowers all over..haha such a crazy girl thing..but yeah..

OMG in j2 or something, on my birthday, this moron sent me 10 over msgs saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY..and the last one says,"i bet you think you're damn popular now". haha that really really cracked me up..and stupid, she instigated other pple to do that too:P

then there was physics lesson in sec 3 where i had this crazy old man as our teacher called mr lim..and both of us are always doing everything else but physics..haha then i started this thing when every time the bell rings (which marked the end of class) ill always raise my hand as if i had a question and say something like, "mr lim, bell ring." and kren will be the one who instigates me to do such thing..or not..maybe i was the one who's just a bit warped..hee

and everytime one of us was pmsing, the other could jsut tell..and thats what really really special about our friendship. we just know how the other is feeling without having to express our emotions explicitly..

and for your information, i think kren's like the richest friend i know. but dont go rob her k. she prolly didnt know this but i sorta envied her for having the perfect life.. like having such a close-knit family with a huge and beautiful house.. and the best thing is she doesnt flaunt and make you feel anything less than who you really are. plus she's like smart and sweet and pretty...like what more can you ask for in a girl man..

I still remember there was one year she bought this slice of black forest cake for me for my birthday and practically forced me to eat it..haha and i must really apologise to her coz that time i was complaining and i refused to eat much of that cake coz i was too full from the breakfast i ate at home..i think that's like the first time anyone (other than my family) bought me a cake on my birthday. i was really really touched..thanksss pal.

ok and here are some words which are too mushy for me to say to you personally and ill probably just cry when i say it to you when i send you off..so im just gonna pen it down here..

hey girl,

you've been a really really great pal for like the last five years..now that you're leaving for like six years to be a doctor, im so gonna miss all the intellectual verbal fights i have with you and rouhui. the times we meet up with small jo and evil zar and sometimes quiet nic. the fantastic group of six and occasionally with number seven. the time you came to my hall and talked to rouhui's raymond online. ganging up and teasing rouhui. the birthdays when you gave me flowers. sitting in your audi a4 and watch you drive with green tea in the cup holder and listening to cool music at the same time. and most importantly, the times we just look at each other with the funny looks and just knowing what evil thoughts the other has in mind. (btw thats how i became so expressive with all my great facial expressions.haha)

it has been my greatest pleasure knowing you and having you as a friend. stay good and if i have the time and money, ill visit you in melbourne one day k:) Do continue to be a blessing to those around you and may you always shine in your own unique way.

thanks kren. take care kren.

here's a picture of me and my friendssss..and kren's the one the right..hee:)

rou me sarah and KRENNN

*kiet talking cock @ 1:27 AM

Friday, February 02, 2007

i am super pissed with BLOGGER.COM

i hope the administrators are reading this.

i was supposedly "one of those lucky ones" who have been given the chance to switch my blog to the NEW BLOGGER system.. linked with my gmail..

however.. after i switched.. i couldn't see this group blog anymore..

so i got one of my team administrators to add me back again..

THEN I COULDN'T JOIN AT ALL. IT APPEARS THAT MY ACCOUNT DOESN'T EVEN EXIST.

so i figure that you guys lost my account during the switch.

and now i just created a new account. crazy.
fine.

please do something guys. you're supposedly the biggest blogging companies around.

disappointed.

yongjun talking cock @ 11:08 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

today was such a funny day. yet a sick day.

sentosa was not the usual fun experience..
well, partly cos it was raining..
partly cos OC called for all the DCs to return to camp for an urgent meeting... when we were less than 100m away from the camp gate.. in our civi attire..
so i only reached sentosa at around 3pm plus..

BUT

the most disgusting thing is that i got to see our very own singapore's version of "IRON LADIES".

these guys can play decent beach volleyball, 3 touches and spike, can save and all.
they look pretty normal, pretty well-built, tanned..

but you could tell they were gay.
one guy actually wore fbt-like nike shorts.
one guy was fat and fair, with ugly hair. probably in his early 30s, in a tight white singlet.
the other 2 looked pretty normal.

BUT THEIR ACTIONS REVEALED THEIR TRUE SEXUAL INCLINATIONS.

they were making weird noises with every hit, slapping each others butts after each point,
giving each other the weird "i know what you did last nite" smile..
doing the gay shits.
argh.
i can't really discribe. it's just sick.

yong jun talking cock @ 11:40 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

fucks. i have spent nearly one month of my pay within 2 weekends. altho this month was 868 bucks pay but still i know i shdnt spend so much. but when did you heed all your shd haves

on 14th jan Sunday i bought one LevisJeans ($169.50) one FuturaLaboratariesTee ($79) one Obey Tee ($45) one LevisBoxers ($16.50) and one fauzsnakeskinorganizer ($24.55). Total 300 plus bucks alr.

on 2oth jan saturday i bought one VansFauxCrocSkinHalfCab ($149) one Sneakerfreakermagazine ($13) one earstud ($4) and one small bottle of JohnnieWalker ($14). Total $180.

that makes it total of slightly above 500 bucks. and i still haven gotten myself one bermudas and one more pair of boxers, which will roughly cost me abt another 70 bucks more. and next month my fren coming back from ROC, getting me a big bottle of JackDaniels from DFS. which will cost me another about 40 bucks.

fucks. next month must save like gay alr. must eat only cookhouse food and not canteen food. must save every cent of redpacket earnings. otherwise i will feel damn guilty abt this retail therapy chionging hahahaaaa

SamPeck talking cock @ 11:38 PM

wow time sure flies man..the way you guys put it..its been three years already huh..feel damn old nowwww..

was talking to chin hoe that day and he was telling me that everyone has changed, be it in the slightest way or dramatically. hah, wont tell you what he said about the rest, but he told me that i've become less shy after entering uni..which..i cant decide if its a compliment or an insult..hah but i think its geared towards a compliment?

But anyways, i dont really think i changed much..its quite hard to change when you're already so old and your personality has been kinda moulded in you already right..yeah so my point is, im still the same ol' kiet mei:) haha the nice, cheery kiet mei.*pukes* but if i do change in such a drastic way that you guys are like ultimately disgusted, do let me know k? So at least i can be aware of it and change or something.

haha, ok which comes to the point of my post here, DOES ANYONE WANA GO FOR NTU CHOIR CONCERT ON 9TH MARCH, 8PM AT VICTORIA CONCERT HALL???? i have to sell 15 tickets...or..does anyone wana volunteer for ushering? i need 3 guys, or gals..let me know can???thankssss:)

*kiet talking cock @ 1:47 PM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

haha
well, i would have forgotten that MR DAWES if samuel didn't bring him up. haha. all those tutorials which we spent in the library and told him that we got stomachaches. damn stupid. but i guess we and he couldn't care less. haha.
but he was the tutor who gave me a 39 for my essay on "Has Commercialism ruined Sports?"
haha

anyway, today i had the most interesting cab ride ever.
i boarded the cab just outside hendon.
then the taxi driver started to ask me if i'm serving my NS and all...
then we talked abit about the training and stuff..
then the moment he knew that i was a commando officer, he was like all due respect and all.

here are just some sentences he said,

"you must be quite a someone to be able to get where you are."

"if you were my son, i would be very proud of you and tell all my friends about you."

"you're not just an officer, but of the elite unit."

"the way you put it, you're very humble."

haha. my goodness. i was in total shock. felt like a god. haha

but anyway, that's not really my point.
i just wanna say that actually, commando officers, the training that we go through is not that tough after all.
i mean, you all know me, i'm like a lazy fat bum who enjoys the food and aircon during bowling training.
if i can go through all those, i'm pretty sure many of you all out there can too. :)

so i said that actually, it's just a matter of having the right opportunities..
and that's when he said that i'm being humble. haha

i'm a god. :D

yong jun talking cock @ 10:54 PM

hahaa omg just read this all of this blog's archived entries from september 2004 to june 2005.... stopped there cos it was all yj's entire string barrage of emo entries abt sad songs and stuff...hahhaaa....

quite nice leh tho it took up a lot of my valuable free time hahahaha remember how we argued abt whether mugging is worth it? recall how we kbed about how our 2005 stj (i organise one summore) was supposedly lousier than 2004's? all the posts abt arranging for sushibuffet/secretrecipe/dimsumbuffet/etc. ? rmb all the dynasty warriors and dragonball sessions at my house? hahahahaa

i have to say we have come a very long way, even tho its just only slightly more than 3 years since we have known each other. gone through so much, grown up so much. in some areas we have matured and learnt lots, in some we have returned back to square one tho some of it resulted in wounds and scars. we must surely confirm continue blogging here no matter what. ahahahaa imagine you look at the archive area to the blog's right and its one freaking super long list of months and years. imagine you see a April 2021 there. and the amount of recollection and reminiscing you can have hahaa.

and reading all those just now made me remember a super important thing that i otherwise would have forgotten.

we used to have a fucking teacher called mr. dowes HAHHAHAHAHAHAAA

SamPeck talking cock @ 10:24 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

i dunno how to start this entry.
last nite i was club hopping, thanks to zhiyin. haha.
was a damn boring nite.
BLEAH.

had to rush to St James because zhiyin's friend was selling tickets, and after 9.30pm the price would be doubled.
got our "chop" den down the free drink and left for zouk to see the "back to school" party.
was boring. -_- except for the fact that i got to talk to jingmin for like 30 secs before her horde of fans came over. haha.

then after hanging around there for a while, before i got disgusted by all the shitty RnB perverts yet again, we headed back to St James to meet my vjc friend and check out the NUS party..

The place is pretty average.. but the party and the crowd and the music was pretty average too.
so we went to 'station kitchen', a place in the whole St James Power Station building.
they had prata, bbq, and ding tai feng.
so me and zhiyin shared a bowl of veg dumpling and chili wanton.
after that, we tried to get back into the mood.. but nah.. boring.. dunno why.

SO, we headed back to zouk to find marcus, who was obviously late and we din get to see him just now.. but by the time we got back.. lide and mong seng was like knocked out. oh wells. that's why i always say, "watch your limits".

after another half hour, we decided that it was best to head home.

got home before 2. early.

one thing very funny about zouk was that all the guys were like predators..
at first it was jialing, jingmin, lide, zhiyin and i dancing in a group together.. then i realised that there were like another 5 - 10 guys outside the group, waiting to chiong jialing and jingmin.. so me and zhiyin decided that it was best for us to leave. haha. the moment the opening came, wah, all just chiong in. damn scary sia.

*this is a new addition to my entry*
last nite, when we stepped out of Zouk to go home.. or rather.. even at St James..
we saw so many girls all wasted and drunk.. puking at the side of the road..
then got like guys holding them and all.. nearly pawing them..
sigh. what a sight.
i wonder if those guys are like their friends or not.
in fact, even friends might take advantage of them.
i think i'm disappointed in girls.
**

guys are just all bastards. haha.
girls please take care.

i swear off clubbing.

except on wednesday mambo nights. :)

i rest my case.

yong jun talking cock @ 11:32 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

guess who's back.. back again..
hmm, have i used that line before?

well, it seems that i'm enjoying blogging again. this narcisstic exhibition, thinking that the whole world wants to know what happened to me. haha.

thinking back, it has been about 3 years since we've known each other.. all those schooling days. already one year since we've graduated. pretty sure this friendship will last quite a while. haha.
hope we can still meet up regularly in future. especially when everybody starts falling in love like celestine.. :D not being mean or what, but i'm really happy for her! you don't have to hide it! haha.
well, thinking about the schooling days, today i was at J8.. saw so many Hongyi s and Celestine s (RAFFLESIANS), just that they were no where near as good looking as HY and Celest.
MY GOODNESS. i had no idea that weekdays, J8 is like swarmed by so many of them.. plus all the other students. i felt quite old.
come march, i will no longer be a teenager. how sad. forced to grow up by time. wonder how true it is that army will make one mature. i think it's what the army does to your life which in turns force u to grow up. and not the army's efforts. haha.
what we do in the army doesn't really make one mature, unless of course, you're an officer or what, den you'll have to take the responsibility of your men, then you'll grow in the experience. or else, the things we train does nothing to make one mature.
but i've seen so many relationships turn sour, and all the guys really do grow up after that. they see things in a very different light and seem to be able to handle things much better after that. surprise.
only ten more months to go. i'm counting down each day. HAHA. the last time i remembered, it was 319 days left. but i forgot when i counted. :)

today was quite an eventful day.
i had the discipline to wake up at 9 and make my way down to the pool to get some nice sun.
din really swim much. my body's aching from all that training. probably not used to the intensity yet. need a few more days/weeks.
spent about 45 mins at the pool, really tired. haha. especially the 1km walk to the pool, i already tired le. haha. my legs are super tight now... but i wanna burn those thighs away sia..

anyway, life's really funny.. many times, when u want something, u can't find it. when you don't want it, it just pops up. surprising how i find it amusing now. this morning i was still rather pissed when i couldn't find my speedos.. had to wear some cheapo trunks i bought in bangkok on my last trip there. then when i reached home just now, POOF! there they are. just lying under some clothes on the rack. damn.

but today was really damn crappy. after the swim. i managed to make it to Macs in time for my Hotcakes with Sausage Meal + one additional Hashbrown breakfast. damn shiok sia. haha. was trying to calculate whether i undone all my training, using the nutrition table that comes on the paper on the tray. but heck.

after that, i was supposed to take 410 to thomson plaza to return my long overdue VCDs from VideoEzy. but alas, i was too tired. slept all the way back to Bishan Interchange. haha. Then just nice, 410 came again, i board again, this time forcing my eyes open. haha.
returned the vcds, did some shopping. SHUCKS. but then i know that those were essentials, i don't feel so bad.
looked for some socks that i can wear to run in, and a pair of goggles. my eyes were blood red after the swim this morning. better get some goggles fast. which i eventually did. the cheapest ones. haha.
went to sembawang, asking if they have that old old old really old Zouk Mambo Jambo cd.. from what i know, it was discontinued in 2004, and my brother said that the cd was first published in 2000. haha. it's freaking 7 years old. but i guess mambo never dies.
in fact, today's new paper had a Madam Wong ad! they're back! i hope with the same ol' good music. haha. tonite's their launch party, but i've got work to do in camp. and my brother might be doing the reconnaissance for me tonite. haha.

i skipped lunch as i had a heavy breakfast at about 11. took a cab down to ICA (used to be Singapore Immigration Registrar). now i dunno what ICA stands for. someone enlighten please.
went to renew my passport, and at the same time, update my photo. that photo was like in primary school. i have not changed much. haha
anyway, how long is a passport valid? apparently, the lady help me renew till the tenth year since the issue of the passport. i think one passport is only valid for like ten years is it?
meaning like the book is valid for only ten years max?
dunno, but i heard that there's a new passport coming out again. maybe they're phasing out this old book...

hmm, after that. i'm home. haha. typing this entry and i'm probably gonna end here for now. if i've got more to write. i'll be back again. haha.

yong jun talking cock @ 4:01 PM

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